Overnight hospital stay

In my mind inside my head

I lay awake on this bed

Tossing turning

Thinking learning

My eyes open, burning.

My hopes up, concerned me

What's good enough, what's not

what's talked about, what's not

what's thought about I forgot

I give 100% to take home 10

Time is everything

How can I mend?

Powerful one minute, helpless the next

So pityful as I rest

There's so much more, there's so much left

So many goals that I have set

I'm not done with this world

I live for my girls....

All these thoughts racing as my head twirls.

To much left to prove

with my faith I will never lose

WE all have a choice

I know what I choose

Of course nobody every wants that choice to be said...

These are just my thoughts as I lay in this bed........

2 Minutes

It's one in the morning and I just got home
All day around people and I feel all alone
I peep at you while you sleep and
I'm amazed how you've grown
You grasp my lungs when I hear your voice on the phone
I'm so proud that you're my blood, my flesh, my bone.
This isn't how I wanted to raise you.... I should've known
I hate missing out on these parts of your life
I'm just so thankful that your Mom is my Wife
Every day goes by, faster and faster
like a book with out any chapters
I need your smile, I need your laughter
This story will have a happy ever after
Its one in the morning and I'm sad that I see your toys on the floor
2 Minutes just isn't enough, so let's start with 4.........